I will definitely end up with CTB one day💪

[Defenestration]

I will definitely end up with CTB one day

I'm 37 years old, I've been really into suicide for 2 years (and more occasionally since 20 years ago, 2004, but every year nonetheless).

I will definitely get there...in 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, 15 years, 20 years. Obviously after a while..

.it cannot be otherwise. what's holding me back is my parents, but my parents won't be here in 20 years or sooner


I tell myself that it is not possible that I will survive at 60 years old and 60 years old is really the maximum of the maximum...

-either I will have died of something else before accident, illness etc.

- or suicide It can't be any other way...

I'm going to get there eventually...I've been so close over the last few years. I plan to repeat what I call an "attempt of attempt..."
Never give up

And for you What IS it???

Thanks

 

[Defenestration]

And for you?

 

[NegevChina]

I'm 57, been suffering since 25, but I did have some good years, love, marriage, children. Suffered some traumatic health issues, the last one almost a year ago caused me to lose my job, I've become from my family supporter to a burden. I need to CTB soon, matter of weeks, I'm about to lose every thing I've gained in life. Want to jump, I have access to only 26m high, got a method to hit the ground head first.

 

[Hollowman]

Hopefully it ends with ctb but every time I drive my car I run the risk of getting in an accident and ending up a quadriplegic. Being stuck like that would be an unimaginable hell.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.