Method I will CTB in under a week, I decided today

[StrawberryBlonde]

Tomorrow night or more precisely at midnight, I will consume 100 pills of no-spa (drotaverine) and overdose, hopefully ingesting them on the day I buy my pills or under three days. I can't wait to go to my desired reality after I die. I was planning originally to ctb after New Years, but decided not to wait long. So tomorrow is the day. I actually can't describe how happy and how nervous I am about finally leaving this world. I will update when I will take the pills. It will take me 30 minutes to die, and as I read the articles about death from no-spa overdose people usually took 60 to 100 pills and didnt survive even after having their stomach pumped. So guys, I'll test if this Russian drug will make me die.
And again, I will update when I will take the pills and if I don't update in a day, that means I'm dead.

 

[Wait-Bus]

Tomorrow night or more precisely at midnight, I will consume 100 pills of no-spa (drotaverine) and overdose, hopefully ingesting them on the day I buy my pills or under three days. I can't wait to go to my desired reality after I die. I was planning originally to ctb after New Years, but decided not to wait long. So tomorrow is the day. I actually can't describe how happy and how nervous I am about finally leaving this world. I will update when I will take the pills. It will take me 30 minutes to die, and as I read the articles about death from no-spa overdose people usually took 60 to 100 pills and didnt survive even after having their stomach pumped. So guys, I'll test if this Russian drug will make me die.
And again, I will update when I will take the pills and if I don't update in a day, that means I'm dead.

I really hope you find peace. If you find a new reality, you must send us a cryptic sign of what world you entered so we can join you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel some happiness at the thought of finally leaving this cruel, horrific world. At least to me there is nothing more ideal than being gone from here. I hope that you find what you wish for.

 

[ksp]

i was going to ask you details about drotaverine; you previous experience seemed to be peaceful
i'll look for any details from you, and i hope you'll find some peace from suffering

 

[donealready]

Thinking of you, wishing you peace.

 

[Wannagonow]

I hope you find your peace in whatever you decide. There is no wrong choice as long as it's your own.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I am not familiar with your chosen method, but if it is the right one for you, and the decision to CTB is the best decision for you in your circumstances, I hope it will get you to your place of peace and freedom. Best to you.