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Ellipsis

Ellipsis

Member
Nov 16, 2022
55
Hello,

After a first consultation with the catastrophic psychiatrist or I did not get a lot of it, this time I went to a doctor who knows me well. I finally managed to get some Xanax.

I was desperate, and thought I would take 400mg of tramadol about an hour before taking the SN. Tramadol doesn't make me feel like throwing up, nauseous or anything. Finally I will test different dosages of Xanax and make my choice between the two. I didn't think that with a few lies, it would pass so easily!

At least that reassures me for my impending CTB ! That's excellent news.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Congrats! I hope you don't do it though, I hope you start to feel better about things before you do it and change your mind, but whatever you choose we'll support you ❤️ we'll miss you if you go ❤️
 
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Ellipsis

Ellipsis

Member
Nov 16, 2022
55
Congrats! I hope you don't do it though, I hope you start to feel better about things before you do it and change your mind, but whatever you choose we'll support you ❤️ we'll miss you if you go ❤️
Thanks a lot. I didn't think my lying story was going to pass. I am so happy to leave.
Thank you, I often see your posts :heart:
What Xanax dose did you get?
0,50mg
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,713
It must be such a relief to get everything that you need for ctb. I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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