I want to try again but i need your advice

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Im suffering to much, even a good friend admit that my life is one of the worst, he said it can be fixed, but in reality its impossible and i don't want to live without her, it's not i want to force her to stay with me.. but she dosen't even want to be friend anymore

im literally try all my days to ctb, laying in bad and crying or staying here, but i can't kick this chair, most of the time i just put something below so i can touch the ground and go back to chair

what can i do?

 

[lessthanzero]

Im here if u want to talk, I am going through the exact same

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Im here if u want to talk, I am going through the exact same

Sure, that feeling is destroying me

 

[lillmonix3]

Personally, I planned to take some pills to help me switch off and I was able to hang without any fears.

Ps. Sorry for my English ((

 

[front of me]

Personally, I planned to take some pills to help me switch off and I was able to hang without any fears.

Ps. Sorry for my English ((

Do you success

 

[lillmonix3]

Маєш успіх

Well, if you are reading this right now, then I am not successful in this. I tried to hang just a few times to understand what I would feel.Well, I wrote myself an instruction for this, what I should do, how and when.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Personally, I planned to take some pills to help me switch off and I was able to hang without any fears.

Ps. Sorry for my English ((

Which pills?

 

[lillmonix3]

Які таблетки?

Well, I am working on this . I am looking for information on the effects of different drugs and may be testing some of them.
I will be grateful if someone recommends pills that will allow me to switch off and just hang on the rope