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Drago369

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Mar 13, 2024
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i have suffered from severe depression for some months now. i would want nothing more than to die peacefully and painlessly. i tried ingesting pesticides but i survived.
I wanted to use helium poisoning but i cant get it around me
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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We cannot give people specific ideas and advice, this is not allowed.

However, check out the pinned posts and the megathreads, some are very well developed by some great people.

Good luck whatever you decide and welcome to the community.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I just want to cease existing in a painless way as well, I find it beyond cruel and horrible how we cannot just choose to easily die in peace, we should all just have the option to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep when we want to. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Erick

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Jan 18, 2024
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i have suffered from severe depression for some months now. i would want nothing more than to die peacefully and painlessly. i tried ingesting pesticides but i survived.
I wanted to use helium poisoning but i cant get it around me
What made you so depressed?
 
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Drago369

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What made you so depressed?
I am suffering from severe peripheral vision ocd. because of this i have become a laughing stock among my colleagues and family
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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how did it feel to use pesticides?
we all want a dignified and painless death
 
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Erick

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Jan 18, 2024
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excruciating pain and stomach ache, that's why i want a painless way to go
I think helium is not being used anymore, they use nitrogen nowadays I believe. But this method is only painless if you do it right, if do it wrong it can be either painful or cause you permanent brain damage. It requires knowledge and skill to pull it off.
The safest method is to go to South America and buy Pentobarbital there.
 
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theboy

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excruciating pain and stomach ache, that's why i want a painless way to go
Pain we want a way out without pain and suffering. I am sorry you suffered with that method. I hope you find peace
 

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