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Venting i want to do it so bad right now

HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
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i cant stop the thoughts i cant i just cant he'll hate me if i try but i just cant do this i dont want to be here anymore i cant go on without him being a part of me anymore i need him i cant do this i just cant i want to die so bad i want to end this pain it hurts so bad i miss his voice i miss everything i want it back please i wish this year never started i just wanteverythng to be okay again
its never goint to get better he says he wants to come back when he feels ready but he told me i need to be okay with the possibility he might not but i cant be okay with thatijust cant he's everything to me i need him
please
he makes it look so easy to forget me. no one ever comes back i dont know howim supposed to believehe might
 
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