I am just venting.
My hubby died and I hear him scream and shout at me as I have previously attempted.I just want him to shut up and help me in what I want.
I agree,we are a great community.
I only hear or feel him at those times and I can mentally and physically hear him telling me not to do it as he does not want me to die I have a strong desire to die so I guess the use of drugs or alcohol will drown him out of my mind.
I only hear or feel him at those times and I can mentally and physically hear him telling me not to do it as he does not want me to die I have a strong desire to die so I guess the use of drugs or alcohol will drown him out of my mind.
I'm sorry to hear that, my advice is you take some time, think, try to get help it seems like it's a recent thing. This is an important decission and you should be completly sure, most of us have spent lot of time researching and waiting for the moment, you can try to take some time, meanwhile you can have a look at the forums, if you finally decide to do it we will be glad to help you, but please, be completly sure.
It's so hard to die, at least for me. Ive had some failed attempts. I just dont have the courage to go through with it 100%. I wish it were as easy as pushing a button. Who knows what kind of mental anguish follows the moment of death and how long it lasts.
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