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zombiekitty

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Apr 24, 2022
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I want to die. And though I know I will not do it, I just wanted to say out loud. I want to die. The pain is great and the resentment towards not having proper family and parents seeths through. Right now the we had a fresh fight my mom and I. And I want to die and escape from her, from this chained life. I want to die. I want to die. But a the same time I want to live too. I want to read all those books in my kindle. To learn all those new styff at work. To experience to love and be loved. But this family is too much. I'm being pushed to the edge. I want to die. I want to fucking die if I have to live with my mothee any longer.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
I relate to you totally with the only difference that i want die for real...i think i lost any hope in living:(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,330
It must be awful and tiring being trapped in that situation with people like that. To me it's so horrible how other people can just make things worse and cause us to suffer more. I wish you relief.
 
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wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
1,823
me to i want die for real
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Ladies and gentlemen I live to die too!
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
853
Me too. I want to die.
 
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