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vertigokandy

vertigokandy

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May 3, 2023
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I know that death comes with at least a little pain but i have a cronic pain condition, i am tired of it, i have read some things about alcohol and pills but i am hesitant for how unefective that is, a lot of people try and end in worse conditions than before and honestly it scares me the chance of having it worse than it already is. Any advise or just any hope i would gladly appreciate, or even just if you feel like i do
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
159
While many here do push SN as a method, it may not be actually available to everyone due to recent situations.

There is no best answer to this as it mostly depends on your socioeconomic status.
 
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vertigokandy

vertigokandy

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May 3, 2023
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While many here do push SN as a method, it may not be actually available to everyone due to recent situations.

There is no best answer to this as it mostly depends on your socioeconomic status.
Well, i have an office job rn, it pays well and i live in Mexico, i don't know if that makes any difference.
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
159
Well, i have an office job rn, it pays well and i live in Mexico, i don't know if that makes any difference.
Depends on what you can get your hands on

- do you have the ability to get SN?
- what about a firearm?

It also it about what you think is best for your situation.
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
170
Well, i have an office job rn, it pays well and i live in Mexico, i don't know if that makes any difference.
In Mexico you can buy Nembutal, which is a fast-acting barbiturate. Death by Nembutal is one of the most painless possible. In Mexico I've seen in reports that you can get it in pet shos
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Failing a suicide attempt certainly sounds so horrible to me and is exactly what I fear, it certainly disgusts me how we exist in such an cruel world where we are denied the option to peacefully pass away, the option of a painless death should be a human right. And alcohol and pills really does sound so unreliable as a method, to me all the methods are either inaccessible, risky or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with. It's just the unfortunate reality of existing here.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Nitrogen
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
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There is no good, accessible ctb method, unfortunately. The pro-lifers have gone out of their way to restrict all peaceful methods, and even SN has now been targeted. It is all done under the guise of protecting "vulnerable people", which means they are extremely successful in restricting the methods. I really don't have much of a suggestion unless you are willing to and have the means to jump from a high place. It's a devastating experience to be trapped in life without a way out, but I guess it's only fitting that we should suffer here in hell.
 
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vertigokandy

vertigokandy

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May 3, 2023
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In Mexico you can buy Nembutal, which is a fast-acting barbiturate. Death by Nembutal is one of the most painless possible. In Mexico I've seen in reports that you can get it in pet shos
Thank you
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
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Me as well, i fear pain more than death itself.
 
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unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
There's Inert/Exit Bag or SN. Really the only two as peaceful as it gets methods.
 
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