I want to ctb but I'm too scared of failure

[c__ang109]

I have attempted multiple times in the past and I am obviously still here, I just want it over and done with, I have not one positive thing in my life and don't see any appearing anytime soon. For my next attempt I am going to use the low suspension hanging method but I do not want to mess it up, does anyone have any tips that would be helpful? I'm so desperate

 

[lebrodude]

Yeah , I totally get the fear of failure.
Imagine the waking up after failing is not a pleasant experience at all.

Partial Suspension hanging sounds difficult as it seems to come down to what works for your neck for what I read so you need to experiment.

Still plenty people successfully ctb that way so where's there is a will and all that ….

 

[missingpeace]

The best that you can do is research as much as possible about your methods and feel confident in attempting, nobody really knows what will happen in the future. One can only hope for the outcome that they want...

 

[Sparr0w]

i get you, i wanna buy SN but im worried that my packagell get caught and ill be contacted by authorities abt buying suicide shit or something... urghh

 

[Asphyxiater]

dead South Korean man achieved asphyxiation by strangling himself by putting the shoulder strap on his neck of a bag that weight 8kg. No one knows why he off himself

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that with suicide methods all that anyone can do is do their own research, that's what this site is for after all. But of course I understand having the fear of failing ctb, that is what terrifies me and keeps me trapped here in this world, I hate how hard it is to die and how the more peaceful methods are inaccessible, it's just so incredibly unfair and unfortunate. I envy those who succeeded in ctb and the courage that they had.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Failure isn't the only thing that scares me, pain does as well. I'm putting my trust into the sources I've read on the internet that say which substances can give you as painless of a death as possible. That is if a painless death is such a thing. The thought still terrifies me.

 

[gogetter126]

Same since I've failed before too and just want a painless way out and can't handle the pain that comes with failure