I want to CTB but im scared to be dead?

[sad4dayz]

Anyone else feel similar? I also feel guilty for hurting my partner and cats If I do.

 

[apgpfk]

i feel guilty too. when i ctb, i feel like i'd sob my eyes out from the guilt of leaving my parents behind.

 

[M30W]

I think all of that also, but would we even still feel guilty if we're dead?

 

[sad4dayz]

I think all of that also, but would we even still feel guilty if we're dead?

No, if I'm right about death I wouldn't feel anything. But the before part. I would hurt people

 

[M30W]

No, if I'm right about death I wouldn't feel anything. But the before part. I would hurt people

This is true and I wouldn't want to encourage people to do these things with out a single ounce of regret. So if you overthinking this even a little bit I wouldn't do it and just let it play out. Making mistakes just make things worse if I'm being honest just keep an open mind through this :)

 

[sad4dayz]

This is true and I wouldn't want to encourage people to do these things with out a single ounce of regret. So if you overthinking this even a little bit I wouldn't do it and just let it play out. Making mistakes just make things worse if I'm being honest just keep an open mind through this :)

I feel like I'm ready, just so conflicted. It's complicated . If I was completely alone I wouldn't feel like this. I've wanted to die for like 10 years now... regret not acting before getting in a relationship and with pets I love.

I feel like I'm ready, just so conflicted. It's complicated . If I was completely alone I wouldn't feel like this. I've wanted to die for like 10 years now... regret not acting before getting in a relationship and with pets I love.

I worry my cats won't be loved and taken care of as well as they are now. I dont want them to suffer because of me.

 

[M30W]

I feel like I'm ready, just so conflicted. It's complicated . If I was completely alone I wouldn't feel like this. I've wanted to die for like 10 years now... regret not acting before getting in a relationship and with pets I love.

I worry my cats won't be loved and taken care of as well as they are now. I dont want them to suffer because of me.

I feel that I also have a dog and I wouldn't want him to ever have a dead owner and sometimes I do think if im gonna cab when he leaves us. I know I cant say much considering the sight were on and I don't want to seem like im swaying you not to do it or to do it all I want to tell you is sometimes alll we need is partners and pets to make us stay and something so simple that makes us feel like this is surely a sign that maybe we weren't meant to kill oursleves or maybe we just need to let it play out. I also know that now that you have a partner and if they ever leave don't think your not cared for by them you won't be alone. I know people can tend to listen to the sadder parts more than the happy parts but every person Ive ever loved I will continue to even if I leave them. I know its cruel but I just cant seem to feel bad. (not making about me) I hope you stay open minded and healthy :)

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Me too. I can't imagine the remorse I'm gonna feel when I'm dead.