I wanna die from alcohol poisoning soooo badly

[oooobeeeeii]

Its like that method is calling me haha. If I take antiemetics will they help me not to throw up? Or is it hard not to throw up anyways when it comes to a lot of alcohol?
Also, how can I make sure I dont end up organ damage or something? Ik that is a stupid question and theres prob no way to rly avoid it but it doesnt hurt to ask lol

 

[CellarBoy]

You can't avoid organ damage, and it would be a very painful, messy way to go out. I don't think that's the way you wanna do it, maybe something with SN or maybe cyanide, or something as simple as hanging, or smothering, but I would not suggest alcohol poisoning.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

You can't avoid organ damage, and it would be a very painful, messy way to go out. I don't think that's the way you wanna do it, maybe something with SN or maybe cyanide, or something as simple as hanging, or smothering, but I would not suggest alcohol poisoning.

I am really confused about SN, even tho its talked a lot about on this site :/ like- how do I get it? Is it expensive? How long will it take to kill me and how painful will it be? Sorry that im asking a lot, I would love to do it that way but I am just confused also kinda new to this site hah

 

[CellarBoy]

I am really confused about SN, even tho its talked a lot about on this site :/ like- how do I get it? Is it expensive? How long will it take to kill me and how painful will it be? Sorry that im asking a lot, I would love to do it that way but I am just confused also kinda new to this site hah

I'm new to the site too, don't worry. I'm trying to find a way to get SN too, and I'm sure someone will answer you about how bad it hurts, but at the moment, I couldn't tell you. I could try to find an answer on the internet, but I doubt anything will show up.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I'm new to the site too, don't worry. I'm trying to find a way to get SN too, and I'm sure someone will answer you about how bad it hurts, but at the moment, I couldn't tell you. I could try to find an answer on the internet, but I doubt anything will show up.

Ill try and make a new thread and ask, so if anyone answers we will both have the answer then

 

[CellarBoy]

Ill try and make a new thread and ask, so if anyone answers we will both have the answer then

Thank you, I appreciate it.

 

[targz]

I think someone near me died of alcohol poisoning a while ago? Although it might have been hypothermia instead, not really sure. But it was definitely accidental.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Why not a combination of a strong opioid+benzo?

 

[Disaster]

You can't avoid organ damage, and it would be a very painful, messy way to go out. I don't think that's the way you wanna do it, maybe something with SN or maybe cyanide, or something as simple as hanging, or smothering, but I would not suggest alcohol poisoning.

Do you think that people who ask dumbass questions should be suggested viable methods? This gives this forum a bad name and does nothing in helping adults of sound mind to understand their options.

 

[JuliaOnTheNet]

I am really confused about SN, even tho its talked a lot about on this site :/ like- how do I get it? Is it expensive? How long will it take to kill me and how painful will it be? Sorry that im asking a lot, I would love to do it that way but I am just confused also kinda new to this site hah

SN stands for Sodium Nitrite which is a food preservative and also a lethal posion - perfect to ctb
SN is really cheap the most you'd sepnd is mybe 60$ depending on where you get it from. You can pm me for a source shipping from poland to europe

After ingesting 25grams it will take about 10 minutes to become unconscious and 30-40 minutes for death. SN is pretty much painless and peaceful, but it comes with a higher heart rate, nausea(and vomiting), dizziness and a headache. There's medications you can take to ease the side effects.
Also if you wanna go with SN you need an antiemetic, a drug to prevent vomiting.
Feel free to ask any questions :)

 

[Jezzibell]

I am really confused about SN, even tho its talked a lot about on this site :/ like- how do I get it? Is it expensive? How long will it take to kill me and how painful will it be? Sorry that im asking a lot, I would love to do it that way but I am just confused also kinda new to this site hah

I read the research papers and pphb - 10 mins to pass out. Death in 40 mins. Its not expensive but unless you are in USA its tricky to buy.

 

[Disaster]

There are informations about the SN in the pinned topic (resources) in this forum, and in the PPH 2022 (also pinned, link to a book in pdf). Author of the PPH seems to be a scum, kinda, and I don't really trust him, but that's a start to learn a bit. Stans Guide (in the resource thread) seems to be a popular resource too the information from PPH and Stan are somewhat contradicting sometimes. Unfortunately we can't get a text from the other side "I did this and that, it was smooth, 10/10 recommended" We know more about methods that are one were used for killing people for example for euthanasia (Nembutal) or executions (hanging). Getting Nembutal now is not a thing to most people now (global shortage even for approved uses like euthanizing pets, internet is full of scams, N is a scheduled substance), so here we are.
As I said, those resources on SN aren't perfect, because of this sneaky kinda criminalizing suicide and censoring stuff related to it for the sake of "prevention". Still it's a reasonable courtesy to learn about it yourself before asking questions. It's a pro-choice forum, so it's full of resources… of various quality.
Of course I encourage you to make those decisions when sober and sane enough to make so serious decisions. I hope you will find a way to find your life meaningful and enjoyable.