I took SN after following protocol , didnt use any benzos because i didnt have them, just metoclopramide, antacid, and panadol. I put 26 grams in 40ml water, it smelled so chemically , it tastes AWFUL, i dont get how people say it smells like sea water. I only took one sip because i started gagging and was almost gonna vomit, so didnt take it all (i am a failure, i know!) after taking it , everything was normal , i didnt feel anything just slight headache after an hour , and then i immediately slept for another hour, being woken up by the worst tinnitus i ever experienced, it also felt like my heart was in my neck. I started immediately having diarhea which was so bad and i felt extremely uncomfortable, my lips and palms were blue , but i could still move. I felt the worst gastritis ever too! I have an oximeter at home which said my blood oxygen level was 81%, and i was super thirsty. I immediately just took some water, and then another panadol for the headache because it was unbearable. I stayed awake for 2 hours but i couldnt even hold my phone and then slept like a log for 9 hours, when i woke up my blood oxygen levels were back between 93% and 94% , and heart rate went down to 80s, i exactly stayed awake for 5 hours yesterday and then slept until today, i checked my oxygen levels they are 99% which is normal, however my body feels extremely tired and i still feel sleepy and have a v bad headache. Mind you all of that was from a sip, because i am a failure. Next time i will try to get IV metoclopramide and try to use mouth wash before taking it to easen the taste.
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