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the guilt i carry

the guilt i carry

endless pain
Mar 19, 2023
25
I just took about 60 pills antispasmodics. I've read that it worked for some people, but i'm not sure, as i don't feel anything after 20 minutes. It actually was a spontaneous decision. God please. If i won't die i'll 100% jump in summer. I wish they'll work now.
 
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Scacie

Scacie

She/Her
Feb 24, 2023
243
Good luck, I hope it works, and you can find peace.
 
Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
541
I hope whatever happens you won't be in pain any more.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,792
I don't really know anything about that method but I hope that you achieve the outcome that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
Good luck. I hope you find the peace you've missed.
 
Iva

Iva

Student
Mar 4, 2023
106
hey, @the guilt i carry how are you holding up?
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
It probably won't work, you need barbiturates or very strong opiates/opioids.
 
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the guilt i carry

the guilt i carry

endless pain
Mar 19, 2023
25
hey, @the guilt i carry how are you holding up?
i feel so bad. i can't understand the space and i can't really move. that's horrible. i vomited, but only like 10 pills. i try to sleep, but don't know. hope i'll die
 
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Scacie

Scacie

She/Her
Feb 24, 2023
243
I'm so sorry to hear that. If you feel like you need to, call emergency services. Failed drug overdoses can cause permanent damage (liver damage, or brain damage etc), and you would need to be at least not permanently disabled to try again.
 

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