I told myself I’d login when I’m ready to do it

[MakeUpAName4Me]

I told myself after I reach 15 posts of just speaking my mind, when I get the ability to receive DMs and therefore my source, that I'd only login to see for myself and open Pandora's box if I was serious about it….my energy is way too off to develop a new connection, I can't help but stare into nothing, I'm lost in my own head and I wanna escape. Everytime things start to look up something has to pull me back. I'm starting to give a fuck less and less..

 

[Zegers]

Honestly, almost jumped in the summer, there were two things that held me back, it was only a 4 store and not having things in order

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of everything and I get that it's hard to carry on enduring this life when you have no energy. Escaping from this life permanently would certainly be the best thing for me, the thought of eternal sleep sounds so appealing.
I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you are looking for.