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Seekingawayout

Student
Dec 10, 2022
139
After another unsuccessful hanging (I hate the feeling of passing out while standing) I decided to try by tightening a thin scarf around my neck. This will allow me to lay down. I tried tourniquet style but always got exploding head. By tightening with my hands, I get the blackout feeling. I just have to tie it secure before I pass out. Wish me luck. It was either this, or stab myself.
 
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time2fly

Cowboy
Dec 20, 2022
82
In similar boat. Was about to drink SN but something made me want to do hanging instead. Got my partial set up.
 
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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
In similar boat. Was about to drink SN but something made me want to do hanging instead. Got my partial set up.
You don't think downing a cup of sn is easier?
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I hope it works for you. Be sure that nobody can find you. I am sorry that you cant find another way to cope with the pain. I wish you deep love and eternal paece. May your transition be peaceful!
 
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Seekingawayout

Student
Dec 10, 2022
139
In similar boat. Was about to drink SN but something made me want to do hanging instead. Got my partial set up.
I just can't power through the passing out phase while upright. On my first test, I almost completed by accident, but haven't been to replicate that. I wish could do SN, but I'm afraid because I'm missing a lot of my small intestine and have absorption issues.
I hope it works for you. Be sure that nobody can find you. I am sorry that you cant find another way to cope with the pain. I wish you deep love and eternal paece. May your transition be peaceful!
No one will find me until morning at least. Unless I make a lot of noise, but I don't think it will be too noisy
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,729
The hanging method really does sound so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, and I so envy those who have managed to succeed with it. It's just so awful how we have to potentially struggle so much in finding ways to finally leave this world and it must be so tiring having to go through those unsuccessful attempts. But anyway, best of luck, I hope that you find what you wish for.
 
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Seekingawayout

Student
Dec 10, 2022
139
The hanging method really does sound so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, and I so envy those who have managed to succeed with it. It's just so awful how we have to potentially struggle so much in finding ways to finally leave this world and it must be so tiring having to go through those unsuccessful attempts. But anyway, best of luck, I hope that you find what you wish for.
I couldn't do it. I'm exhausted.
Every time I thought I had the tourniquet on right, I would get exploding head.
I tried hanging a bunch, too. But my SI is to strong to hang there. I keep trying hoping I'll accidentally succeed. Lol
 
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