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sillyprincessmeow

sillyprincessmeow

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Jul 21, 2022
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I bought from some website, lowkey sketchy, but i got overnight shipping and it says that its arriving today. Im very excited. Im basically daydreaming about drinking it and my life being over.
Im supposed to see my boyfriend thing tomorrow, but maybe I will not. I hope i do in all honesty.
My house is being renovated. They are painting my room today. Unfortunately they are family friends and they suck at their job. They get paint and shit everywhere and broke our new toilet without telling us… very curious.
I had a lot of money saved in my accounts but since my SN purchase ive been blowing it on food because ive been starving lately. I finally ate a lot of food last night from doordash.
I feel terrible because i worked really hard to save my money. Its okay ill either stay alive and work really hard or ill kill myself and quit my job.
I cannot wait for my SN. I hope nothing happens. I hope they dont need a signature or some stupid shit. Just give me my goods and scadaddle!
 
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Mmmm, online purchases are indeed exciting. If I ordered that magic salt (and 1 other chemical)... tho for science....

I'd be excited for when it arrives, so I can do some chemistry (but rather than the experiment being the last thing I do, I want to actually put the results into an offtopic post, do it carefully, and validate a YouTube science video)

As for food, I personally don't order delivery and have taken the bus to get it... not just due to cost, but coz it is also a little daytrip.
 
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Mmmm, online purchases are indeed exciting. If I ordered that magic salt (and 1 other chemical)... tho for science....

I'd be excited for when it arrives, so I can do some chemistry (but rather than the experiment being the last thing I do, I want to actually put the results into an offtopic post, do it carefully, and validate a YouTube science video)

As for food, I personally don't order delivery and have taken the bus to get it... not just due to cost, but coz it is also a little daytrip.
Wow, this is a funny reply,! You're saying that you would actually buy it for science? Are you a scientist?
I love ordering food to my house, yesterday I ate over 2000 cal of fast food. I'm still only 100 pounds so.. not really a flex, because I can feel my arteries clogging up, but Maybe this is where I get to bulk LMFAO
 
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EmptyBottle

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Wow, this is a funny reply,! You're saying that you would actually buy it for science? Are you a scientist?
I love ordering food to my house, yesterday I ate over 2000 cal of fast food. I'm still only 100 pounds so.. not really a flex, because I can feel my arteries clogging up, but Maybe this is where I get to bulk LMFAO
yep, I have a simple experiment, but may need lab... mixing SN and aluminum sulfate, as per a YT video... and using a thermometer to measure the heat output, as well as to validate the YT video.

my preferred ctb method if I eventually decide to ctb (eg dementia diagnosis and ctb wish, or some other reason), would be night night, but due to practice time, etc... it's not for everyone.
 
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yep, I have a simple experiment, but may need lab... mixing SN and aluminum sulfate, as per a YT video... and using a thermometer to measure the heat output, as well as to validate the YT video.

my preferred ctb method if I eventually decide to ctb (eg dementia diagnosis and ctb wish, or some other reason), would be night night, but due to practice time, etc... it's not for everyone.
What's night night?
 
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EmptyBottle

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What's night night?

note that one may be able to use other compression instead of strong tape/ratchet
 

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