Good luck with whatever you decide.No one who is born has a choice. The destiny of human is death. She will come. It can be quick or slow and painful. Of the natural modes of death, one of the quickest is a severe and fulminant heart attack. It's like a lottery. We can wait to die and be lucky or unlucky. This is just the moment of death. Until then we will still have a lot to suffer. Including suffering from the expectation of dying. We have to choose whether to wait or not.