Venting i think i will have a suicidal heartbreak

[hulkmaster003]

she is my biggest supporter and only because of her i was able to cope up with my suicidal thoughts few years ago but now our relationship is getting bitter day by day i am not able to meet the bare minimum even after trying my best . I have hurted her soo badly in many ways i regret every bit of it and i really wanna change myself for her but things are only getting worse and worse . Once she leaves me i will not able to survive on my own she is my whole universe i dont wanna live without her....i am from india 22M

 

[timf]

The initial intensity of a break up can be debilitating. This pain can be recursive in that it can seem to get better only to return. However, each return it can seem to be less intense. This healing pattern can take weeks or sometimes even years.

If she has been a source of help, some of the results of that help you carry with you. You may have developed skills and abilities that you do not now appreciate. You might want to reflect on some of the positive things your relationship has left you with.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Gotta let her go man

Most likely she only stay cuz shes a good girl and is afraid of you actuaally killing yourself

But inside, she resents you and blames you everyday for being manipulative

Nothing good can come from staying

If you actually end up dead after the break up....
Well that just means you were too weak as a man to survive

It is the way things are. Ppl die all the time from not getting the things they need

 

[hulkmaster003]

The initial intensity of a break up can be debilitating. This pain can be recursive in that it can seem to get better only to return. However, each return it can seem to be less intense. This healing pattern can take weeks or sometimes even years.

If she has been a source of help, some of the results of that help you carry with you. You may have developed skills and abilities that you do not now appreciate. You might want to reflect on some of the positive things your relationship has left you with.

yeah man , i wish things get better both for me and her.I will accept whatever my future holds for me

Gotta let her go man

Most likely she only stay cuz shes a good girl and is afraid of you actuaally killing yourself

But inside, she resents you and blames you everyday for being manipulative

Nothing good can come from staying

If you actually end up dead after the break up....
Well that just means you were too weak as a man to survive

It is the way things are. Ppl die all the time from not getting the things they need

yeah brother , i really wanna see her happy and if letting go is the only remaining option there is nothing i can do . I can only wish her a good future