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ineedtogetout

ineedtogetout

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Aug 26, 2024
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After years of hell i set a deadline which i WILL not pass
 
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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
Take your own time 🖤
 
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ineedtogetout

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Aug 26, 2024
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Take your own time 🖤
it took too much time, mostly due to si but thats it, im trying one last thing before i go which ill be able to try in the next 2 weeks and if that wont work then its over, fuck si its been holding me in this hell for way too long thats the last "miricale" ill wait for
 
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chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
it took too much time, mostly due to si but thats it, im trying one last thing before i go which ill be able to try in the next 2 weeks and if that wont work then its over, fuck si its been holding me in this hell for way too long thats the last "miricale" ill wait for
I can relate. I am following the same path, and today is my deadline day. I wish you good luck and success with whatever you decide to do :D
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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May you find peace. ❤️
 
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Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
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I can relate. I am following the same path, and today is my deadline day. I wish you good luck and success with whatever you decide to do :D
good luck :heart:. Unfortunately my SI is too strong for now but i hope you can find your peace.
 
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chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
good luck :heart:. Unfortunately my SI is too strong for now but i hope you can find your peace.
I'm not really sure if I can do it lol but fuck it no more wasting time.
 
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Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
201
I'm not really sure if I can do it lol but fuck it no more wasting time.
even if you can't do it for now, don't worry, take your time, one day we will for sure escape from this hell.
 
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chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
even if you can't do it for now, don't worry, take your time, one day we will for sure escape from this hell.
Thank you. I'm not taking chances anymore. I'm desperate for peace. Let SI rot in hell.
 
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Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
201
Unfortunately, no. I live with my parents, so that is difficult );
That's ok, hope you win the SI anyway, good luck, wish you the best outcome possible.
 
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hercules0501

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Apr 19, 2026
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Fentanyl, medical grade fentanyl which i cant trust 100% dosing wise but im down for the ride
That's literally amazing I wish I could get access to it. Are you going to inject or swallow. I wouldn't recommend injecting. Place it under your tongue. A large amount of it. Lay with your head back so it doesn't fall out of place
 

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