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Cor116

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Jun 11, 2025
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I could have had so much to live for I gave a loving family I just don't know what to do, I want to kill myself to reincarnate to the past so I can not make that mistake again. I just wish there was a way without dying.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
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It is pretty sad that few decisions in life can fuck you up.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
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Dying and reincarnating isn't getting you back there either. There's no undoing past mistakes. Only learning from them.
 
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Suzzana

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Jun 15, 2025
8
i relate so much to this and there is no way of going back
i hate to think it might be possible but everything to me is impossible and my mind is nothing but pessimism
I'm sorry you have reached this point
 

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