I refuse to try anymore

[fishperson]

basically spent my whole childhood , teenage years and young adult life studying then kept looking for a job but ended up spending a whole ass year unemployed which simply pissed me off and i decided to stop trying.
even if some opportunities arise I just refuse to even try them. I feel like i was betrayed by life. I was alrdy struggling with my chronic depression and suicidal tendencies but this was too much for me.

 

[Cyc]

I get you, it's so hard to keep up when it all feels pointless. Sometimes I feel like the world is moving too fast for us...