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I really wish I would die in my sleep
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Same, I wish this as well. Currently I'm manifesting my own death, I'm manifesting just dying in my sleep. It would be so nice to never have to wake up ever again. Life is so tiring and exhausting and I wish I could rest in peace
Sameeee I keep waking up super disappointed that I am still here. If only the drugs needed to CTB in sleep weren't so hard to access. Im not comfortable with the dark web but maybe I needa be...
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I wish for the same thing of course, it would be ideal to just fall into a dreamless, eternal sleep where all future suffering is prevented. I see existence as being best forgotten about, only death can bring me peace and it's inhumane how it's purposely made so difficult to die.
Idk my brain keeps telling me that it'll be somewhat painful or uncomfortable. I'm scared of having respiratory depression before passing out. Also those few minutes after you drink it, knowing you're about to die. The N is also super nasty and I'm not sure if I'll be able to drink it all.
I really wish I have known this forum 3 or 4 years ago which N was available and obtainable, i really envy who obtain it, now I'm stuck with SN unfortunately.
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lessthanperfect, Prime0, sserafim and 2 others
That would be the ideal death for me. I wouldn't want to know that it's coming either, so I don't have anxiety constantly wondering when death is coming for me in my sleep.
I really wish I have known this forum 3 or 4 years ago which N was available and obtainable, i really envy who obtain it, now I'm stuck with SN unfortunately.
I hear you. I was lurking for some years before I finally joined, and even now the SN sources are disappearing. I also wish I joined much earlier when N was more readily available.
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lessthanperfect, Prime0, Unknown21 and 1 other person
Was really going through it about four years ago and every single night for a couple of months I would basically pray for death. Not religiously. Just trying to wish it into existence. Hoping those fuckers from The Secret were right lol. Apparently you cannot manifest dying in your sleep by simply willing it haha
Yes, it's really cool, the last thing you consciously did was go to bed, no fear, it may just be a dream, but it seems to me it can be realized, you need a system that will kill you exactly when you sleep, so it unable to turn off the system. I have no idea how to implement it, I'm looking towards liquid nitrogen or some kind of gas, if they somehow do it with liquid nitrogen in SARCO, then in principle it's really possible to do it, you just need to automate the nitrogen startup. But of course this is for people who have money, time and energy, I understand the state in which most of you are
I am actively looking for ways to get cardiac arrest myself. Been consuming alcohol + coffee a lot every week to increase my chances of sudden cardiac death.
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I am actively looking for ways to get cardiac arrest myself. Been consuming alcohol + coffee a lot every week to increase my chances of sudden cardiac death.
I literally drink copious amounts of coffee every day (cuz I'm a caffeine addict lol) but sadly I haven't died yet…hopefully I have a sudden cardiac death someday.
I hear you. I was lurking for some years before I finally joined, and even now the SN sources are disappearing. I also wish I joined much earlier when N was more readily available.
Poor you. Insomnia's terrible x
How sad am I? I'm 63 and lately my memory's being getting noticeably worse. I find myself thinking, well if it's Alzheimer's it'll take me eventually, (about 10years) and that's a comfort.
Partial, or a gun if I'm able get my hands on one. Partial took a lot of trial and error, and I was almost successful on my serious attempt but the rope came loose. But I'm confident that I can do it successfully the 2nd time. It's just that a gun would be way faster and a lot easier.
Yeah that would be the best that could happen, dying while sleeping, peaceful, painless just never waking up again. I really wish for that to happen, too.
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