I really just want to experience a relationship once

[samu]

I just broke up with another girl - I didn't really break up, we had been talking for 2 days, but I asked her what her political opinion was, and she didn't want to tell me. Then I asked her what she thought of the AFD (pretty much a Neonazi party in germany) and she replied "Nice Party". Then I said I couldn't combine that with my values and she blocked me. Immediately after that she put a different guy in her bio as her boyfriend since she was choosing between me and another guy. Also she didn't want me to drink alcohol. You bet im drinking alcohol now that I'm depressed like I am

It just Hurts so much. I didn't even love her that much, but I've never had a relationship before. I've never even been on a date. All my friends have girlfriends, and I've never even fucking had a relationship. But I can't be together with someone who would vote for a Nazi party. That wouldn't work for me. But I just want a relationship for once. I want to experience it for once.
Also the girl (different girl) who I once loved and who I still really love is now in a relationship with another guy I know, so that makes everything hurt even more

Man I fucking hate this life

Sorry for the rant

 

[Peter Skellern]

Some good pics and some outgoing patter and you'll get dates. And it's a numbers game online. Talk to a number of potential dateees simultaneously. I can assure you everyone does.

 

[samu]

Some good pics and some outgoing patter and you'll get dates. And it's a numbers game online. Talk to a number potential dateees simultaneously. I can assure you everyone does.

Wtf

 

[Peter Skellern]

You are talking about Dating sites?

 

[samu]

You are talking about Dating sites?

No Instagram. I don't go on Dating sites

 

[Peter Skellern]

Maybe widen the old net then?

 

[deadbidaylight]

I agree with the above post. If you are interested in dating and having a relationship, maybe give a dating site a try. It seems to be the way of the ages these days. There's no shame in it. Many people meet the loves of their lives on dating sites.

 

[divinemistress36]

Give it some time . People will come and go in your life. We all want connection, most romantic relationships are temporarily though so as long as you are ok with that then going on a dating website could help with meeting new people