I really hate pro-lifers

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Why i have to suffer like this?
Im hated by everyone, even the person i love
I've lived all my life as hikikomori after quitting school
I want the right to choise when i want to die, no one can judge my pain
i stay all days in my bed crying it's more than a year now
i feel like an hamster in cage

 

[FuneralCry]

It personally disgusts me how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where we are expected just to be prisoners to this existence until we slowly decay from old age, it's absurd having anti-suicide beliefs when we are all just waiting for death anyway, death is the most normal thing after all.

And it's cruel expecting people to suffer against their wishes, I hate how humans just create more and more suffering, the fact that so many in this hellish reality hold pro-life views just shows a lack of compassion, every human deserves to have the right to escape from this hellish reality in peace, I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm really sorry that you have to suffer so much and I wish it was so much easier for people who wish to leave this world to end their endless agony and suffering in a peaceful and dignified way. I hope you can find peace!

 

[MoonDog24]

I don't like suicide, I believe life is beautiful. When things like depression, addiction, and anxiety find you, life can be difficult, but you got to try to help yourself and fix it. Also if you don't live life obviously you're going to hate it. Take @FuneralCry for example, this guy spends all day on this forum writing depressing quotes and messages. This guy has no hobbies, no friends, no family, no passion. He spends all this time preaching about how much he loves suicide and has written 24,000 messages and yet he has never done it. Maybe this is his hobby, to encourage people like you to take their own life for his entertainment. Obviously somebody that lives like this will not have an enjoyable life and will think that suicide is a release. I mean if I was also a slave to this forum, my bed, and my computer chair I'd probably feel the same way too. If you actually lived your life you would feel completely different about suicide.

 

[SilentSadness]

Your feelings are valid, and the post above really proves your point. I also want the right to choose, and believe it's wrong to judge others for wanting to die. I hope you don't have to suffer so much for much longer.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I don't like suicide, I believe life is beautiful. When things like depression, addiction, and anxiety find you, life can be difficult, but you got to try to help yourself and fix it. Also if you don't live life obviously you're going to hate it. Take @FuneralCry for example, this guy spends all day on this forum writing depressing quotes and messages. This guy has no hobbies, no friends, no family, no passion. He spends all this time preaching about how much he loves suicide and has written 24,000 messages and yet he has never done it. Maybe this is his hobby, to encourage people like you to take their own life for his entertainment. Obviously somebody that lives like this will not have an enjoyable life and will think that suicide is a release. I mean if I was also a slave to this forum, my bed, and my computer chair I'd probably feel the same way too. If you actually lived your life you would feel completely different about suicide.

I'll give my 2 cents, I personally have had depression since i was a small child, inherited from my mother who was the same. I have tried the entire book on trying to feel anything different, Gotten fit, tons of friends and new hobbies and experiences, i traveled and have tried a myriad of jobs in my 25 years on this planet.

I've broken my life at various stages thinking it'd work if i went homeless with no tech and tons of money to travel and relax, relax and travel i did just that. Never healed me in any way though.

Now i work, come home and game and drink, i don't have energy anymore to suffer through this shit while my mind produces nothing to ease me, tried all the above with medication and without. The kitchen sink has been destroyed, rebuilt and thrown away now.

If you love life thats great, fantastic for you honestly. For a lot of us though, nothing fixes the permanent dread of existence, if anything places like this can sometimes reduce the feeling of dread by having a community of sorts.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

@MoonDog24 no offence, but I have the feeling your post fits much better into the recovery section.

 

[OceanBlue]

I don't like suicide, I believe life is beautiful.

ignorant troll

 

[seaspray]

I too fer like a hamster in a cage.There comes a point theres no fight left.This should be honoured,the person is obviously suffering so much,it is understandable that they just cant endure any more.They hve already been beyond courageous.

 

[ARW3N]

Pro-lifers fail to understand that every reason for living is also a reason for dying.