Help I need to go now!

[marypary1234]

Hello,

I really need to go in the next few hours. Its my last window to go. I have a rope (only 5 mm), but nothing to hang from. Also have zopitin (not sure if it helps in any way). I dont care if its painful or not. I just really need to go.

I know you cant advice me with any methods.

But if you were in my shoes, what would you do?

 

[marypary1234]

I have thought about it for many years. I hope i will succeed.. tried many times before, and did not (obviously) succeed.

 

[L'absent]

It is not possible to advise you anything. Only you know what is best for you.

 

[darkshadownice]

I have thought about it for many years. I hope i will succeed.. tried many times before, and did not (obviously) succeed.

All I can advise you with then is going slow, taking your time preparing yourself, and being ready for when you attempt. I tried to ctb with an electrical cord in my closet and damn near woke everyone up in my house when I was a teen, and that was out of impulse rather than preparation and knowing my body more than anything.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm an impulsive attempter. The thought of planning an escape is something I could never do. Everyone is different. I think the more you think about it and plan it out gives your mind time to relax and you can start to rationalize whatever you're dealing with.
Ultimately, it's your decision, whether we agree or not with your plan.

I hope whatever you decide is a decision that you're comfortable with. I wish you the best

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I hope you find the freedom from suffering you are searching for.