I need to CTB, I need SN

[c0rbasson]

My partner used SN to CTB just over two weeks ago. He ordered it online back in October when it was still relatively accessible. The cops obviously took the rest of it. Now I can't find it anywhere. It's not fair. He abandoned me, made me witness what happens after CTB, left me with no other options. I'm stuck. But I know I don't have enough posts yet for anyone to PM me. FML. I see no point in living like this. He completely fucked me over and he just gets to leave. And I'm supposed to live like this for the rest of my life, just trying to keep myself busy so I'm not completely consumed by grief. I have no motivation anymore. I have no future. Everything is pointless.

 

[enditplz]

Sorry for what you're going through. No one deserves to be in so much pain.

Go post in the forum games until you unlock PM for someone to send you the IC link.

 

[FuneralCry]

That does sound like a painful situation to be in, and it's really understandable wishing to be gone so badly. There certainly is nothing fair about existing in this hellish world.