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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

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Jan 12, 2025
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I've been an atheist for years, prior to that I was a muslim because of my upbringing.

Being an atheist felt so emancipating in the beginning. However after some time it left me in void by myself.

I know that if my life was better and I had people who could support me, I would be content with being an atheist.

But I don't have any of those so I seriously think about becoming a polytheist. It's not as strict as the Abrahamic religions and you have a feeling of not being alone. I can't become a muslim or a christian because I see them as highly problematic.

Is there any pagan here? Could you please talk about your experiences?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Whatever you believe in is your own decision. I think what you describe - you seems to "search" for a god to "help you" going through your life - was the main reason why mankind invented religions.

Believe in whatever you want to believe and pray to a god that you create for yourself. All religions and gods are only a creation of human fantasy to cope with life.

This is my personal opinion. Everyone is free to believe in whatever they want.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

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Jan 12, 2025
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Whatever you believe in is your own decision. I think what you describe - you seems to "search" for a god to "help you" going through your life - was the main reason why mankind invented religions.

Believe in whatever you want to believe and pray to a god that you create for yourself. All religions and gods are only a creation of human fantasy to cope with life.

This is my personal opinion. Everyone is free to believe in whatever they want.
I think believing in a religion is irrational but... I'd rather be a happy fool than to be a sad philosopher.
 
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InTheStars

InTheStars

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Feb 16, 2025
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I don't see any pagan god or religion has documented miracles. Christianity has so many, Mary apparitions, Eucharist miracles, Shroud of Turin...why don't you search those topics on YouTube.
 
Cosmophobic

Cosmophobic

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Aug 10, 2025
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I think believing in a religion is irrational but... I'd rather be a happy fool than to be a sad philosopher.
Can you really make yourself believe in something like that though? There's lots of stuff I'd like to believe but I can't just decide to start believing.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

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Can you really make yourself believe in something like that though? There's lots of stuff I'd like to believe but I can't just decide to start believing.
Honestly I'm not sure. I think I will just fake it til I make it!

It will be an experiment, if it works my mental health will get better. If it doesn't work I will go back to being an atheist.
 
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Cosmophobic

Cosmophobic

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Honestly I'm not sure. I think I will just fake it til I make it!

It will be an experiment, if it works my mental health will get better. If it doesn't work I will go back to being an atheist.
Well good luck with the experiment then.

What about pantheism? It's got some philosophical grounding and I think it makes more intuitive sense than hard polytheism. It could also be thought of as the natural conclusion of polytheism.

Love the profile pic 🤘
 
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LaVieEnRose

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Jul 23, 2022
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I don't think that kind of faith will actually be comforting if there is no true conviction and that's something you can't really manufacture.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

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Jan 12, 2025
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Well good luck with the experiment then.

What about pantheism? It's got some philosophical grounding and I think it makes more intuitive sense than hard polytheism. It could also be thought of as the natural conclusion of polytheism.

Love the profile pic 🤘
I've never tried getting into pantheism but it feels too abstract for me. I need gods to pray and some cute rituals to comfort myself, that's it.

Thanks, I love Mgla 🤘🏻🔥
 
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Cosmophobic

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I've never tried getting into pantheism but it feels too abstract for me. I need gods to pray and some cute rituals to comfort myself, that's it.

Thanks, I love Mgla 🤘🏻🔥
Understandable! I don't get anything out of it either tbh I just feel like it's one of the more palatable ideas about God. You don't even have to like the bastard.

Great taste 🤘
 
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