I need a way to do it soon

[theviewfromhalfway]

I only have access to razor blades and about 13,000mg of sertraline and ALOT of co codamol. I know overdosing will not normally kill you but could I do a combination? I need help and I need to do it soon. I can't jump as I have ptsd from trying that before, I'd try again but I cannot bring myself to do that. Is there any other ideas anyone has? I don't have access to a car to do it that way but maybe hanging? I just don't want anyone to find me.

 

[clueless2dayor2morro]

i can't recommend a method, given those resources and the time restriction you have, maybe others will have better ideas than me. but i will say, it's very likely you'll survive your attempt to overdose on these medications, or if you manage to not throw them up or get saved, your quality of life will be so much lower due to how much it messes your internal organs and because, if you do get saved, you're likely going to end up being alive and conscious in the sterile, unhelpful, prison-like environment of a mental facility.

can you describe why you have to do it so immediately? why don't you have more time to plan out a less painful method to carry out your suicide?

 

[theviewfromhalfway]

i can't recommend a method, given those resources and the time restriction you have, maybe others will have better ideas than me. but i will say, it's very likely you'll survive your attempt to overdose on these medications, or if you manage to not throw them up or get saved, your quality of life will be so much lower due to how much it messes your internal organs and because, if you do get saved, you're likely going to end up being alive and conscious in the sterile, unhelpful, prison-like environment of a mental facility.

can you describe why you have to do it so immediately? why don't you have more time to plan out a less painful method to carry out your suicide?

I've thought about it for years and tried many times but it's just got to the point I don't want to carry on anymore I just need to do it. I'm seeing my family today and it's just the perfect time to say goodbye and do it in the next few days whilst my partners working and no one's home(I could even go to a hotel so no one I love has to find me).

 

[clueless2dayor2morro]

i understand. i hope there are more helpful replies to this thread soon. i'm really sorry that it's come to this for you, that the next opportunity might not come and that you have an opportunity coming up soon you don't want to miss. i know sorry doesn't help or make anything different.

i truly hope there are more helpful replies to your thread again, because i don't want you to go painfully. i'm really sorry for putting any doubt in your mind about your decision. i feel like i know you only made this post to get help to exit in the least painful way possible. again, i'm really sorry for not being very helpful, given that you were just trying to make the best of what you had, with resources and the opportunity you do have.

edit: not to make you extra paranoid, but if you feel the need to delete your reply and the details you provided, i won't look at you differently and i can delete my reply too.