I might just do it this month.

[makebelieve]

This year I've lost a lot of things. Some friends, motivations, and now my future since I failed college. Hopefully, I can commit to it and end this miserable life. I've already got my SN and now I'm just waiting for my AE to arrive.

 

[Someone123]

This year I've lost a lot of things. Some friends, motivations, and now my future since I failed college. Hopefully, I can commit to it and end this miserable life. I've already got my SN and now I'm just waiting for my AE to arrive.

I respect your right to choose, it's your right for sure, it you want to find peace through ctb this is your right. But it sounds like you're young and stressed because college didn't work out, but maybe another career path could help things. Just a thought, because youth gives more opportunities for recovery. I hope you can find peace somehow. :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it can be so dreadful when life just continues to get worse but it must be a relief getting the things that you need for ctb. I wish you freedom from suffering for when the time is right for you to leave this world.