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blowmybrainzout

blowmybrainzout

I won’t think, therefore I am not.
Oct 5, 2025
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I am not sure if I would consider this a goodbye thread because as much as I want to die asap, I still feel like I would back out last minute.

I just can't continue anymore, everything is piling up, and I'm failing in everything. if you've seen my previous threads, my main method is really just hanging, either partial or full suspension. I already have a place I believe I could tie my rope from. I really don't have any other choices except go through with it.

if anyone has some tips, please do give. Just no drinking before doing it stuff. maybe just to stop overthinking with it, Idk anymore. I'm sorry if this thread is such a mess.
 
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