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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,133
I'm a member of this forum since 3 weeks only (but I check it since months). I just want to say I'm very touched by all the stories I read. I think you are all beautiful and nice people, even if darkness is huge in your hearts. I'm not a pro-lifer. I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad). Sorry for my bad english, but I just wanted to say that you're TRUE HEROES to me (no cowards here). Just beautiful souls.

So sad to see so many young people (I mean under 30 yo). This is not a post to make you change your mind about CTB. I feel we have all our own destiny. When it's time to go, it's time. I'm really shy in the real life and I've never had a partner, so I haven't experience what love is, but I think I'm in love with your souls that suffered so much. I hope we'll meet each other in paradise. If this post gave you a very little relief, I made my day. I'm extremely lonely. So many people here have a miserable life like I have a miserable "life" (surviving is the real word).

I don't know when the bus will come to me, that's not important. I'm still here so it was not my time to leave.

But honestly I just posted this thread to get some virtual hugs. It's just selfish but I really think what I've wrote. You're heroes and you can be proud of yourselves.

Peace on you 💖
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad).
This is good. I always feel that people should wait as much as they can before ctb.Getting support from the site, collecting information slowly is a good idea.
Sometimes miracles do happen. They're rare, but they do happen. Please try to wait as much as you can. Everyone's life is definitely their own and they should have complete autonomy over it.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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This is good. I always feel that people should wait as much as they can. Getting support from the site, collecting information slowly is a good idea.
Sometimes miracles do happen. They're rare, but they do happen. Please try to wait as much as you can. Everyone's life is definitely their own and they should have complete autonomy over it.
Thanks for your reply. In fact, it's been 3 years I have huge suicidal ideation after a trauma, but I wanted to give a chance to the universe. Now things are getting worse. I'm over 40 and I have my bus ticket. I think I'm a good person so I'm asking to God some miracle (just not for me, but for everyone in suffering). Take care
 
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luma

luma

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Jul 31, 2025
12
Thank you for the kind words. Here's a virtual hug :happy:💕

Cats Hug GIF by ruillu
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,983
THANK YOU for such a wonderfully kind and heartwarming post.

YOU are truly family here and I am so happy to have the privilege of having you as a family member and a good friend also.

I have no family nor friends, HOWEVER I have you and you NEVER EVER have to be lonely, as we are ALL in this together.

You helped make my day so much brighter, as with 24/7 chronic pain family here is everything and you are so kind and caring.

Have a great weekend filled with sunny skies and lots of hugs and well wishes,

Walter
 
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matt.7890

matt.7890

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Jul 28, 2025
36
Having joined recently, I have similar impression of the people on this forum. It makes me extremely sad to read many of those posts, most of the time I can feel how much pain and suffering people went through and they really deserve much better.. Horrible that some things can't be changed and we are totally unable to do anything about it. Wishing all good souls here to utlimately find peace in paradise :hug::heart:
 
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Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
160
Thank you for these wonderful words. I've been so mentally exhausted lately that I haven't even had the energy to write a reply, but your kind words deserve special thanks. We feel you.
 
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33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
143
Your words were absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much OP for writing this, even though I have only been here for a short time also, and not much time left, the impact of being on this site has been profound but in a positive way, the same as you. I hope things will work out for you, good luck ok, and thank you once again for those kind words of yours <3
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
Virtual hug right back at you. Thank you for your kind words, you are a beautiful soul. Sending love on your journey wherever that may take you, and truly wish you only the best 💛
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
1,471
Hugs. I agree. Sasu is a remarkable place filled with kindness despite hardships all around.
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
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User111885

I request my username and all posts be deleted.
Jun 22, 2025
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I'm a member of this forum since 3 weeks only (but I check it since months). I just want to say I'm very touched by all the stories I read. I think you are all beautiful and nice people, even if darkness is huge in your hearts. I'm not a pro-lifer. I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad). Sorry for my bad english, but I just wanted to say that you're TRUE HEROES to me (no cowards here). Just beautiful souls.

So sad to see so many young people (I mean under 30 yo). This is not a post to make you change your mind about CTB. I feel we have all our own destiny. When it's time to go, it's time. I'm really shy in the real life and I've never had a partner, so I haven't experience what love is, but I think I'm in love with your souls that suffered so much. I hope we'll meet each other in paradise. If this post gave you a very little relief, I made my day. I'm extremely lonely. So many people here have a miserable life like I have a miserable "life" (surviving is the real word).

I don't know when the bus will come to me, that's not important. I'm still here so it was not my time to leave.

But honestly I just posted this thread to get some virtual hugs. It's just selfish but I really think what I've wrote. You're heroes and you can be proud of yourselves.

Peace on you 💖
I hope we meet each other in paradise too, that somehow we all get there and get to say hi. This post made me smile.
 
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Zardoz

Zardoz

Peace
May 21, 2025
204
Beautiful words OP unluckysadness.
Thank you for the post.
Sending you positive vibes.
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,133
Many thanks for your kind messages and for your hugs. It's really heartwarming for me 🙏🤗 I feel very close to everyone who are suffering in this crazy world. What I really like on this forum is the humility of the members. We don't have a million of dreams. Just the dream of finding PEACE. Good luck to all of us
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,188
I think I'm a good person so I'm asking to God some miracle (just not for me, but for everyone in suffering). Take care
I've also prayed for the many people in need, on here and elsewhere, the prayer seemed to work a bit too, which is nice.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,133
I'm sorry, it's probably my ego who needs attention, but I need some hugs (I can only give a hug to my silly cat as I'm totally alone and disabled)

And I send you hugs from the bottom of my heart because you are WONDERFUL people here. i really think so.

🙏 Thanks for your support. God bless you all 🙏
 
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Surek

Surek

Peaceful
Aug 26, 2025
55
I'm sorry, it's probably my ego who needs attention, but I need some hugs (I can only give a hug to my silly cat as I'm totally alone and disabled)

And I send you hugs from the bottom of my heart because you are WONDERFUL people here. i really think so.

🙏 Thanks for your support. God bless you all 🙏
Sorry to be nosy, but have you posted anything about yourself on here? The restrictions are pretty tight, and I can't seem to look up your profile or do a search...
 
WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
115
I hope all of you live a long life.

Holup
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Don't really see a lot of appreciation posts on here but as someone who uses sasu regularly, I will say thank you very much for your kind words .
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,188
I've also prayed for the many people in need, on here and elsewhere, the prayer seemed to work a bit too, which is nice.
Today, the priest prayed for people going through mental health struggles
Don't really see a lot of appreciation posts on here but as someone who uses sasu regularly, I will say thank you very much for your kind words .
Oh yes. And I am grateful for sasu friends, and I have a feeling some are grateful for me here too, and each other.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,188
i hope i die young.


im grateful for you.

this is my favorite site, i use way to much time on here
Thanks. As for me, I'm not too concerned if I exist or not, but don't mind existing, generally seems nice to exist but sometimes non existence seems nice too
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,133
Sorry to be nosy, but have you posted anything about yourself on here? The restrictions are pretty tight, and I can't seem to look up your profile or do a search...
yes I've posted a lot of messages here. it may be a computer bug because some days I cannot access to the forum.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
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🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
1,133
I'm lost, I don't know what to do anymore. This world is fucking sad and painful for people like us.
But I'm sure of one thing : you're wonderful, SaSu people.
You're maybe isolated like me, or living with a toxic family, or in psych ward or in another bad situation.
There is so much pain in all of your threads and I'm really moved when I read them.
I send you hugs. And hugs for those who passed away. You're heroes to me. Struggling with mental and physical illnesses is truly heroic.
I love you 💖
 
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February_In_April

February_In_April

There a time to talk & a time to listen
Apr 5, 2026
41
I also thank you OP for the kind words. Here's a 💛virtual hug💕 I again thank for such kind, beautiful and heartwarming post. I truly wish you only the best. Tenor 3009808086
Sasu is an amazing place filled with kind hearted people like yourself.

:heart: Send out love and peace and good vibes✌️
 
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unluckysadness

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1,133
I also thank you OP for the kind words. Here's a 💛virtual hug💕 I again thank for such kind, beautiful and heartwarming post. I truly wish you only the best.View attachment 198701
Sasu is an amazing place filled with kind hearted people like yourself.

:heart: Send out love and peace and good vibes✌️
Thank you so much ! 🤗❤️
 
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