babyharpseal
Member
- Jun 15, 2024
- 46
excluding the few good days i had in january, i havent been able to do my hobbies in over a year. theyre too exhausting. even if i make it as simple and low-effort as possible, its still extremely draining n stressful to make myself do them. and i dont have any passion or desire for them left.
ive mostly quit social media bc i was too sensitive to the arguing n negative posts. but unfortunately that was what i used to fill my days with. now i just have a twitter acc to see funny animals, which fills maybe 30min a day, and after that ive totally run out of entertainment.
for the past couple weeks id been reading to fill my time, but it became more n more tiring. my brain would get so fatigued i couldnt focus on the page or process the words, and i had to read for less time each day. and now i just cant do it. i mustve exhausted myself with my incredibly strenuous day
today ive spent most of the time just sitting here staring at nothing, bc its honestly less boring n tiring than trying to do anything. doesnt use up brain power. i just sit here like a fucking moron with whatever random thoughts pass thru my head. and i sleep abt 12hrs every day bc it means less time being tortured by the endless boredom
ive mostly quit social media bc i was too sensitive to the arguing n negative posts. but unfortunately that was what i used to fill my days with. now i just have a twitter acc to see funny animals, which fills maybe 30min a day, and after that ive totally run out of entertainment.
for the past couple weeks id been reading to fill my time, but it became more n more tiring. my brain would get so fatigued i couldnt focus on the page or process the words, and i had to read for less time each day. and now i just cant do it. i mustve exhausted myself with my incredibly strenuous day
today ive spent most of the time just sitting here staring at nothing, bc its honestly less boring n tiring than trying to do anything. doesnt use up brain power. i just sit here like a fucking moron with whatever random thoughts pass thru my head. and i sleep abt 12hrs every day bc it means less time being tortured by the endless boredom