I know I don’t belong here

[Blackrose23]

I feel like Earth is just a prison meant to torture me and imprison me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also know that I've never been meant for this world but I've never wanted anything to do with existing anyway. I certainly do see existence as being so prison like, it's certainly a punishment to have to endure this burden all because other people decided to so selfishly procreate and of course there is simply no relief from suffering to be found in this hellish world. For me life in itself undeniably is the true problem which can only be solved by death, I'm very tired of this futile struggle that leads to nowhere but us ceasing to exist anyway.

 

[Blackrose23]

I also know that I've never been meant for this world but I've never wanted anything to do with existing anyway. I certainly do see existence as being so prison like, it's certainly a punishment to have to endure this burden all because other people decided to so selfishly procreate and of course there is simply no relief from suffering to be found in this hellish world. For me life in itself undeniably is the true problem which can only be solved by death, I'm very tired of this futile struggle that leads to nowhere but us ceasing to exist anyway.

If you die you will still exist you just won't exist on the 3 dimensional plane.

 

[Hollowman]

If you die you will still exist you just won't exist on the 3 dimensional plane.

How do you know that?

 

[Blackrose23]

How do you know that?

Because you're a soul living inside a 3 dimensional vessel. You're life can end up you can't stop existing it's impossible.

This of it with matter and energy. Matter and energy can't be created or destroyed. Your soul is energy so it can't be destroyed.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I was just thinking this. I don't belong here. I don't 'human' right. I'm a perpetual outsider in this world. Then again, I always think... "Outside of what?" Well, female humans are repulsed by me. Male humans want to fight me. I never mesh well with a group because someone will decide that they don't like me. I feel like my soul/energy is alien to this world. This realm. I don't know why whatever created all of this would just randomly create something it doesn't like. That's kind of stupid, if you ask me. While I've always enjoyed watching people have a good time, I don't like that I don't have a group or tribe to belong to. I don't like that I'm totally alone on this planet. And the role that my family wanted me to play wasn't in harmony with my soul. They tried to break me down into their emotional punching bag, and I wasn't willing to let that happen. My momentum to ctb is mounting stronger and stronger because of what I believe death will be. For me (and this is just my opinion/belief), if I'm an alien energy then I'll be returned to where I came from. It'll be where I'm wanted and welcome. It'll be where I'm not clueless on how to exist within that realm. The human has too many made up, asinine rules for its existence. Too many flawed, hypocritical ideologies that lead to perpetual contradictions.

I'm not supposed to be here, and I'm not long for this world.

 

[Hollowman]

Because you're a soul living inside a 3 dimensional vessel. You're life can end up you can't stop existing it's impossible.

This of it with matter and energy. Matter and energy can't be created or destroyed. Your soul is energy so it can't be destroyed.

There is no evidence that souls exist.

 

[Unattainable666]

I feel like Earth is just a prison meant to torture me and imprison me.

Do you also feel invisible? I understand how you feel but I also feel invisible.

 

[BloomingRose]

In my case I don't feel conected to most things in life as to other humans. But I still have to keep up the facade because I can't ctb just now. I kind of don't feel like a human being to some degree. I don't think that this world/earth is a place for me and I wish that I didn't exist and had to struggle.