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patheticq

patheticq

Hung on you
Jan 16, 2024
21
I live in utah, west valley from anywhere to salt lake city or kaysville. Originally I planned to kill myself on February 29th but I don't think I can really wait that long again, and I'm not sure what to even search for that'd allow me to go to the top of their roof or even if there are any places close that lets me land on water. I don't know. I just don't want to be here anymore and I can't see myself being able to buy a gun for obvious reasons; I'm too open about my mentality.
If theres no place then maybe id just partial hang myself. Not that it's ideal though..
 
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EgoBrained

EgoBrained

Everyone is sleeping
Sep 25, 2024
72
I can't see myself being able to buy a gun for obvious reasons; I'm too open about my mentality.
Do you mean that you can't purchase a firearm because you have something on your record? If so I would like to add that private sellers are not required to conduct a federal background check to the buyers, such as sellers on a gun show:
There are some states where some kind of check is required, but Utah doesn't seem to be one of them.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,120
I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also just wish to be gone, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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patheticq

patheticq

Hung on you
Jan 16, 2024
21
Do you mean that you can't purchase a firearm because you have something on your record? If so I would like to add that private sellers are not required to conduct a federal background check to the buyers, such as sellers on a gun show:
There are some states where some kind of check is required, but Utah doesn't seem to be one of them.
Yes, maybe too many things on my record lol. Thank you for the reply, truly.!
 
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