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mandagratigus

Member
Jan 8, 2023
8
I'm so tired of fighting my survival instincts.

I just want it to turn off.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,184
I think we all know that feeling well. It seems to me like living is a difficult uphill battle, but so is dying.
 
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born2win

born2win

Time is a flat circle
Jun 5, 2022
159
get in line.
kidding!!! yes fuck how i wish for the nuclear bombs to start flying so i can die without embarassment and to do all the rituals concerning CTB
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,743
Of course I also just wish to be gone but sadly voluntarily exiting this world isn't a straightforward thing to achieve. But it certainly would be ideal if dying is as easy as just wishing to leave this world, this is the way that it should be and we shouldn't have to struggle to free ourselves.
None of us should have to stay here a second longer than we wish to, I know that I've existed for far too long at this point and it's tiring feeling trapped in an existence I don't wish to endure. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
 
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BBBB

Member
Jan 13, 2023
167
Me too!!
I'm hoping that I can find the strength to do it tonight.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
me to I just want to die
 
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Loner

Loner

Member
Jun 16, 2019
80
I've been waiting for death ever since I was born. I just want to stop existing.
 
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Wannagonow

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Nov 16, 2022
376
Yup. Me too!
 
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