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Valentino

Valentino

Member
Apr 10, 2023
32
I just want to end it but I don't wsnt it to hurt. I was thinking of trying carbon monoxide but the only thing i have access to is charcoal. I can't get my hands of anything, not even gruesome methods. I cant get rope, i cant get SN. I am trapped on this miserable planet please help me
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I just want to end it but I don't wsnt it to hurt. I was thinking of trying carbon monoxide but the only thing i have access to is charcoal. I can't get my hands of anything, not even gruesome methods. I cant get rope, i cant get SN. I am trapped on this miserable planet please help me
Can you explain what you mean by you can't get a rope?
 
Valentino

Valentino

Member
Apr 10, 2023
32
Can you explain what you mean by you can't get a rope?
I still live with my parents and they would notice. Plus i scared of what will happen if i fail hanging.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I still live with my parents and they would notice. Plus i scared of what will happen if i fail hanging.
Living with your parents will make it hard to ctb, you have to find a way to be alone
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,059
I certainly understand that it's so horrible feeling trapped here, I hate how difficult suicide is, it's so inhumane how we cannot just exit this hellish world in peace. But anyway I hope you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for, it disgusts me how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option in this world.
 

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