Venting I just want it to stop

[StrawberryRed]

I'm so sick of my life. I'm tired of every day . I just want it to be over but it never stops. Over and over again, it's the same thing over and over again!!! I'm so tired, every day is the same. I just want it to be over, so so so bad. I would do anything, dying isnt even enough. I need to be obliterated, crushed, completely gone. It not humane to live this way. Everything that make me feel this way I want free, any way possible. I dont know how I'm expected to just push through this. Almost 2 years ago I was going to kill myself but I changed my mind because I thought things would get better. I should've just done it then . I cant think of a single good thing in the past 2 years that was worth all the suffering. Any type of afterlife I would take over this. Dying may be permanent but this also feels pretty fucking permanent.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I also find it unbearable to exist but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.