I just took SN tonight I’m a bit scared

[keitaro]

Can you mind your own business if you have nothing decent to say. It's people like you who make me want to kick the bucket. I'm going to go slit my wrists.

Do you feel better about yourself now. I thought this community was supposed to be supportive. I got a mental disorder and all you can do is judge me and treat me like a bad disease. I hope you are happy.

sounds like you might benefit from the recovery forum. there is no shame in not being truly ready to die. ctb is a scary thing.

 

[wljourney]

Suicidal ideations and self harm are awful. But blaming those who name it for what it is and try to figure out if you are alive is rather unproductive. It's manipulative and I will not take responsibility for your actions.

Posting a picture of your ongoing self harm to shock others into telling you what you want to hear won't relieve your pain either.

I feel for you. Truly. Others do as well and we all cared enough to ask and check in.

Be well.

 

[Euthanza]

If I'm scared and don't know then I will tell myself please don't do it, yet until I'm ready for the consequences that comes with the plan.
For example, I have this acrophobia (irrational fear of height) even though I live in high floors it will be very easy to contemplate suicide everyday from my balcony, I just know jumping is not and will never be my way.

 

[electrojellysoup]

I'm sorry that you are in pain but please do not post graphic images of self harm. It can be extremely disturbing and triggering for some people.

 

[london3]

I don't know if it will work tonight or if f I'll cttb, but I'm a little bit scared to die still.

I hope you feel better soon and am sending you hugs, wish you a peaceful journey no matter what you ultimately decide.

 

[Lone Wanderer]

Any updates? Still alive?