I just hate my life

[FadingDawn]

All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.

 

[Mitsumi]

Same here, I failed at everything.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.

Life is miserable when it's always lemons.

 

[Dliena]

Honestly me.

 

[DesperateOne]

All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.

The most tragic thing for me is that I never really tried or even got the chance to aim for my dreams, relationships, education etc... When looking around the world and what kind of households people grew up in I had a pretty okayish parents, but the mental illness and isolation totally destroyed me. I guess I was also at fault by being super lazy and stupid, but I don't know what part of that is just my brain being like that and what part of that I could've actually controlled...

I hate myself for not getting out of this prison that I've built for myself and do something amazing that would make my parents feel proud. Even if I failed, hey at least I tried doing something, instead of rotting at home for all these years, feeling sorry for myself and missing out on pretty much everything.