ificouldlivewithout
money is the cure to my pain
- Mar 29, 2026
- 24
I hate that there is no other option for me. I hate that my parents won't even care. I hate the most of all that I will leave everyone with complicated grief because I was such a horrible human being. I won't be remembered well in fact they will feel relief and I hate that just me existing is a burden. I want to live but I can't and I hate it. I only feel bad for leaving my best friend and my sister. I'm writing this with tears streaming down my face. I had a fight with my mom that showed that my time has truly come. I hate myself and I hate my clueless mom. I told her I'm going to kill myself and she said that she doesn't care. Who knows maybe I will even do it now.
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