paredler
Student
- Jul 31, 2022
- 191
Ever snce I remember myself, I've always struggled with self discipline. I wasn't a good student and I ended up not being good at anything.
There was a time when I was at 7th grade when I was a highly disciplinned and a very good student, but lasted nly one year and I was never able to replicate that success. It only got worse since I entered the workforce and started suffering from humiliation, harassment, insult and different kinds of mental abuse for things that were out of my control. That's when I started being suicidal. It's been 11 years since, nothing has changed. I live on "automatic pilot" because that way I suffer the least.
There was a time when I was at 7th grade when I was a highly disciplinned and a very good student, but lasted nly one year and I was never able to replicate that success. It only got worse since I entered the workforce and started suffering from humiliation, harassment, insult and different kinds of mental abuse for things that were out of my control. That's when I started being suicidal. It's been 11 years since, nothing has changed. I live on "automatic pilot" because that way I suffer the least.
