Discussion I have to CTB now. Please help me kill any remaining nerves.

[akwa]

I have a lot of nort, plenty to CTB. Zofran. But it's a slow process. I have a firearm if it goes sideways. I was just hoping to fall asleep and never wake up first.

I'm afraid I'm gonna panic, and I can't do that this time. I have some tramadol, codeine, and Xanax. Should I grab some alcohol also?

I'll take any and all suggestions. Thank you for helping me catch this peace.

 

[Lo$t95]

Notes on Overcoming the Survival Instinct

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sanctioned-suicide.net

I found this reassuring to read. It's what I will be looking at while trying to calm myself when the time comes.

Alcohol to take the edge off is my idea as well. Just not too much or you get sloppy or risk getting sick.

 

[Halfhourdays]

You're going to take SN, then?

 

[Lo$t95]

You're going to take SN, then?

Not sure who you are asking OP said what their plan is. If you're asking me no don't trust SN.

The link is for overcoming SI.