I have three more weeks to be here maybe

[Waiting for death]

I'm quite anxious and I'm having nightmares all night, I don't sleep well, I'll drink a new year's cocktail (potassium cyanide) and then partial hanging, I believe there's no chance for me, in case , I change my mind I will ctb before my 27th birthday. I don't want to live a life without purpose and willingness, I'm mentally tired. I'm also exhausted of being a faker, I'm pretend to be happy and normal when I'm really sad and crying .

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Aim]

Sorry you feel like this! What a dread. But if you feel like chatting. Your more then welcome to text me

 

[Waiting for death]

Sorry you feel like this! What a dread. But if you feel like chatting. Your more then welcome to text me

Thank you so much