i dont even remember who i am and how i came to this path, and it doesn have any importance.It s like i andandon everything, even within myself, im no one, and i cant face the life in this state, but i cant reverse things, im screwed up.One thing is clear, my willing of life, for struggle for all of this, vanished.Since then, im in prison, and there is only one goal, get out of here.Im pretetty sure that, if i dont kill myself, i will badly degenerate, worse and worse, because my mind cant stand news days of this distaster