I have no purpose

[AnxiousLife]

I don't have like any hobbies and it makes me feel so disconnected from other people. All I do every day is just scroll on my phone in my room and maybe go outside once a week for a walk. I don't have a job and I do not want to work, I don't study and I don't see a point in doing almost anything. Like if it doesn't bring me joy and I feel depressed all the time, why would I even try to do these things other people do, if it didn't lead to any meaningful improvement in the past. I don't know what to do, as no matter what I do, I feel depressed, anxious and lonely. I would like to have someone close to me, but even if I talk to someone (which is rare), we don't have anything in common and they don't understand why do I have mental health issues. It feels like most people live in some kind of different world mentally

 

[unluckysadness]

I could have written these words. I hope you can recover from your mental health issues and find peace