I have lost the will to live

[rationaltake]

I know what it's like being empty and done. I wish you calm. I wish you an easy transition.

 

[whatevs]

why does everyone listen to lame music here xd

Who has let this kid come here and write his disgusting "xd's"? This isn´t the year 2005 and we aren't in a cibercafé playing CounterStrike! Have some manners.

Shu, I hope you find relief. You know that we are plandemic denier buddies, and explorers of conspiracy theories. I would want people of my persuasion to feel strong and focused, but we tend to feel aimless and small.

 

[Shu]

I'm about to delete this. You can't post anything here without being criticized. I wish we could post threads and turn the comments off.

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm about to delete this. You can't post anything here without being criticized. I wish we could post threads and turn the comments off.

I'm sorry

 

[Theanswer]

I'm about to delete this. You can't post anything here without being criticized. I wish we could post threads and turn the comments off.

Shu, thank you for posting. ...nothing more to give...nothing more for me - right there with you. We are here for you.
Please ignore the idiots. You/we have more important and intelligent things to think about. For me, finalizing ctb regime.

 

[LowLevelChimp]

I have felt the same way for a few years now, each day has become a challenge and I have so little left to give, it's exhausting pretending you're doing "ok".

I've pretty much decided to call it a day but fear is always the overriding emotion.

 

[eve2004]

I have felt the same way for a few years now, each day has become a challenge and I have so little left to give, it's exhausting pretending you're doing "ok".

I've pretty much decided to call it a day but fear is always the overriding emotion.

I stopped pretending to be OK. I have reached a point where I don't care what people think about me in public... That's when you know...
OP I feel for you. I'm at that point. I can't stop thinking about it. Hope posting here brings you some relief as it does for me.

 

[Huntfish34]

I can certainly understand and Appreciate everything you have said. Very close to that myself,. Just sick and Fckn tired of being sick and Tired. Life on life's terms.... Why ? I hate life and myself.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, Always.

 

[anaconda]

Simply nothing more to give.
There is nothing more for me.
Need the end to set me such.


(Of course I like the original better)
@Stardust76

I am really sorry for your suffering and hope you find relief soon

 

[PigeonDreamzz]

Simply nothing more to give.
There is nothing more for me.
Need the end to set me such.


(Of course I like the original better)
@Stardust76

I like this version the most :)

 

[chronicallybroken]

I'm literally being forced to do it. I don't want to do it. I'm in love with my husband. I got Lyme Disease in 2008 a bioweapon struggled all these years. Then I got a severe Parasitic Infection and now I have Long Covid. I have severe daily chronic pain, am severely disabled with a bad back, have activity intolerance (cant do any housework) have a malfunctioning immune system, and am 100 percent disabled now. I have no choice. I cannot stay in my body it's torture. I cannot take care of myself anymore.

Evil Governments and their bioweapons have destroyed human life. They stole my life from me. I have no life. People have no idea how bad it can get. I lie in bed all day long in severe pain my eyes are blurry all day long wondering if i'm going blind, and have horrible severe pain in my neck and shoulders from the Covid all day long every day.

I am so, so sorry that you are forced to live with this pain. Nobody seems to care about chronic conditions. I hope you find some relief, whatever form that's in.

 

[Hope:-)]

Me too :-/

 

[meganblask22]

What else are we supposed to do if we know that nothing is ever going to get better? That nothing is ever going to change. Nothing is ever going to feel good or bring joy. I know people say it is selfish but this is a nightmare and I desperately need out.