I have everything but bravery

[FallenGrace]

I attempted to CTB today but I wasn't brave enough I tried partial hanging but I wasn't able to.I don't know why I didn't I want to so bad I really can't do this anymore.The pain is not worth the new good things.I really really want to but I don't know if I can.You might be thinking that I don't want to that badly if I can't do it but I really do.I need it I don't want to be here anymore in this wretched world.Please.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it's horrible how we cannot just choose to sleep eternally whenever we wish to and I understand that it's really so dreadful feeling trapped here when you just want to be free. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[ClockWorks]

I'm so sorry to hear you struggled so much. I can't offer much but know that you're going to be alright, it's just a minor misstep, you'll find the strength to do it.