CompGay
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- May 25, 2020
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I lost my oldest brother this year in summer, I won't go into detail on what happened but based on what the police found the last moments of his life were very sad and scary. I spent the summer kind of avoiding mentioning he was gone because it was a lot easier to ignore it/really difficult to process the fact that it really happened.
Moving on, this semester I've started using mushrooms a little more regularly. Usually 1 gram a every once in awhile, I enjoy how they make me feel during the high and the positive attitude they give me the next couple of days after. One day however, I went to a shop to purchase some chocolates and they did not have the brand that I was used to and I ended up spending $70 on a 7 gram bar because I was too nervous to walk out with nothing. The bar was shady and shrooms aren't FDA regulated (because they are still kinda illegal) so I was worried that it was some dumb cheap crap. So fast forward to later I took 2 grams and didn't feel anything after an hour so I decided the next best step was to eat the whole bar because obviously they sold me fake or weak stuff (god I was wrong). The trip wasn't bad, I felt amazing and I only slightly annoyed my roommates (although they were mostly entertained by my antics).
After that trip I started to do more research on shrooms and people that take them. I listened to an audiobook "How to Change Your Mind" by Michael Pollen though I haven't gotten far in it, the early chapters talk a lot of the spiritual practices that came from the use of psychedelics. I have considered myself an atheist but I think my trip that day opened me up to exploring more spiritual practices. It also helped me cope with the sad things in life and really choose how I can look at things.
I am planning on taking 5 grams on the 17th this month and I really want to connect with my higher-self. Shrooms have helped me like myself more I even feel like I love the person I am and could be.
Have you guys had any life changing experiences or messed with psychedelics before? Sorry if the formatting is weird I do not post on here often.
Moving on, this semester I've started using mushrooms a little more regularly. Usually 1 gram a every once in awhile, I enjoy how they make me feel during the high and the positive attitude they give me the next couple of days after. One day however, I went to a shop to purchase some chocolates and they did not have the brand that I was used to and I ended up spending $70 on a 7 gram bar because I was too nervous to walk out with nothing. The bar was shady and shrooms aren't FDA regulated (because they are still kinda illegal) so I was worried that it was some dumb cheap crap. So fast forward to later I took 2 grams and didn't feel anything after an hour so I decided the next best step was to eat the whole bar because obviously they sold me fake or weak stuff (god I was wrong). The trip wasn't bad, I felt amazing and I only slightly annoyed my roommates (although they were mostly entertained by my antics).
After that trip I started to do more research on shrooms and people that take them. I listened to an audiobook "How to Change Your Mind" by Michael Pollen though I haven't gotten far in it, the early chapters talk a lot of the spiritual practices that came from the use of psychedelics. I have considered myself an atheist but I think my trip that day opened me up to exploring more spiritual practices. It also helped me cope with the sad things in life and really choose how I can look at things.
I am planning on taking 5 grams on the 17th this month and I really want to connect with my higher-self. Shrooms have helped me like myself more I even feel like I love the person I am and could be.
Have you guys had any life changing experiences or messed with psychedelics before? Sorry if the formatting is weird I do not post on here often.
