Been looking for a job for freaking months. Months. Idk if someone is praying on my downfall or if I just have shit luck or if this world is just trying to get me to blow my brains or maybe this is a sign I need to move cuz I finally land a job, my dumbass ignored all the other interview calls I received which was only like 2 I knew it was a mistake but ugh too late to do anything about it. Anyways, it was a new job for me and I was training but like am I not allowed to make mistakes during training? Because of a couple of mistakes, they let me go. But those mistakes weren't even really my fault. They just suck at organizing for shit. They keep losing shit and making a mess and nothing is how it's supposed to be done. Honestly there were red flags but I needed a job. I'm not even sad I got let go, I just don't get where they get the nerve? They act like shit was running smoothly without me, then have the nerve to say some stuff were going smoothly and some stuff weren't as if the stuff I was making mistakes on weren't because they were making mistakes on those things too. It's just annoying. I'm going home and applying for jobs and calling places up but everything in me just want to grab my shit and leave the damn fucking state. They always want a blame guy, I understand I made the mistakes but it's not like it was 3 times. It was freaking twice he even said so himself. Gosh these people have no idea what it's like, and I wish they could feel an ounce of what I feel on the daily every single waking moment of their lives forever. I wish they could feel it all. I'm so fucking annoyed tbh. Just typical bullshit this world normalizes.
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MatrixPrisoner
Enlightened
- Jul 8, 2023
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Jobs are a waste of time. Death is the best use of time.
Okay well death cost money. It's not that's free too. You have to pay to buy the shit to die. And I don't need convincing.
I hate work. I wish I didn't have to. I'm tired of ppl being like just work somewhere you enjoy. That assumes I enjoy working at all. I have hobbies but I wouldn't ever want to work in a place where I'm forced to do my hobbies it seems like it would take the fun out of it for me. I hate that I'm forced to work in order to survive but I don't even want to survive I'm just doing this bc I know if I quit I really go down a rabbit hole but the idea gets more tempting everyday
I hate work but I like the money and honestly if I found something I loved, I'd enjoy it a lot more. Besides not working is depressing. Watching everyone have something permanent while I'm struggling to find my footing it really makes my mental health worse. So idk if you have hobbies that distracts you, shit I'd say save up enough that you don't have to work if you don't want to. Mind take a couple of years and different ways of growing your money but yeah.
leavingthesoultrap
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- Nov 25, 2023
- 1,112
